August 5: Have I Ever Been This Tired?

Saturday, August 5, 2006

I took a 2-hour nap again today. I worked the opening and closing shifts.

I hung out with the wranglers for an hour and watched them build a fence.

The days all seem the same. The name of the day doesn’t make a difference. 

I don’t like it when people make me be sociable like they did last night. “Come sit close to us.” “Come up to the room and be sociable.”

Please! Just leave me alone. I’ll be sociable when I want to. I had to take a long walk afterwards to be anywhere near relaxed enough to sleep. For good politics and civility, I tried, but I’d rather be alone. If it were guests, I could perform, but I shouldn’t have to perform on my off time.

Although I am quickly coming to love this land, I still don’t like all the open spaces and how long and hard it is to get out of sight and into some privacy.